Evening thoughts…

Today was a good day today…how about yourself? I just wanted to express this air of gratitude that I’ve been in the last 3 days.. it’s crazy to even think that I’ve been sitting in a house for 5 weeks is even more absurd to fathom. But I’m hanging in there… had an interesting case of FOMO yesterday…the fear of missing out…it’s interesting that you’re not even aware that you’re doing it sometimes but that’s just the way it goes I guess…I’ve just been feeling that I’ve been missing my friends a lot but I’m not even really sure if it’s fomo or just the old thought of what I perceive to be friendship. Lately, I’ve just been thinking of how I can be better….I just want to be at a level or a place where I’m clicking on all cylinders…I’m actually here right now, doing exactly what I want to do with my life but do you see how easy it is to fall victim to deception if you’re not careful? I AM clicking on all cylinders…things ARE working out for me and they always do…I Like to say those things to myself often because it helps keep my self-worth in tact. There’s nothing worse than being a broken person and everyone alienates you, or rather, you alienate everyone else because of your behavior that can sometimes can lead you into a place of loneliness or resentment and even regret but it’s always good to keep a positive outlook on your life and keep your mind flooded with ideas of good things. Whatsoever a man thinks in his heart, so is he… so when you’re thinking about times in your life where you may feel left out, or not valued, remember that you are all you need. Encourage yourself and fall in lobe with that idea…..I’m about to go to bed but before I go, I pray that you come to a place in your mind that you are indeed special. God has a major plan for you and he wants nothing but for you to have a life where you are a living example of the power that he has placed inside of you. I find that I am at my absolute best when I walk in that energy and I hope you feel the same… Much Love ❤️

-Jermy