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I just want a little respect. I’m not asking for a lot. It just feels like lately, I’ve been going through some feelingsssssss” K-Ci voice lol and it would be nice if people would just be a little more compassionate and show a lot more empathy but, deep down inside I just want to say “Fuck it” you know? It’s just a lot that I’m dealing with and I think that I am starting to take a lot more things personal. I know that I shouldn’t, but I think that the last few months I’ve been experiencing some things that a lot of people my age have probably already faced and I guess it’s just my time to go through a little trial but I just count it all joy, each and every day, each and every occurrence.

This post is clearly turning into a rant…lol but that just how I feel, you know? You ever feel like every time you’re trying to move up, there’s always some bullshit that comes around to distract you? You know what I’m saying? I just think that I expect too much from other people when I shouldn’t even expect anything at all. That’s a lesson I’m also learning. I also want to add that I’m enjoying each and every second of it. I really am. I think that this adversity that I’m currently facing is a clear sign that I’m on my way to something bigger. The things that I’ve been asking for and I pray for grace and patience and mercy and empathy. I pray the same for whenever is reading this. God bless you all and thank you so much for taking the time to hear me vent lol. Thank you for all of the support and don’t forget to check out the Black Friday sale I have going on in the “New Products” section. I’ll leave the link below so it’ll be easier for you to find. Use the promo code: MUCHLOVE at checkout and you’ll get 30% off.

I am truly thankful and grateful for the support from everyone over the last 8 months. I am having the best year, ever. I am able to do something that I love everyday. I’m blessed that I get to help others in the process. Even in the midst of my happiness being threatened. It’s probably not the healthiest way to think for some people, but I’d much rather allow myself to go through the emotions and have the awareness to know when I’m being tested.

The more I write this blog, the more I realize that I have so much more work to do within myself and that my attention to self-care is growing exponentially. I’m gonna be ok and it’s all going to work out, as it always does, but I just wanted to share because I feel like this Is a safe space doe me to share what I’m feeling internally. I’m going to bed, much love. ❤️ -Jermy